Sins
ShahRoz Sidiqi
This song was written in context of what one might feel moments before dying. The regrets, the good moments, the what ifs and what could’ve beens. All your life flashing in front of your eyes, which is then concluded by embracing the inevitable death.
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Sins ShahRoz Sidiqi feat. AmiraSins
When the final gong shall ring
Life shall cease to exist
And so shall all the sorrowsMy fears
Bite dust
In a fire that burns withinAll this skin
Turn to rust
The water starts seeping inAll that’s bright outside
Is dead insideWhen all that hurts falls through
The walls i built are blue
And dead...And my eyes, pools of rain
Are looking, to numb the painWell i thought
I must
Save you from all the sinsBut dismay
Has me crushed
When i’m trying to save myselfAll that feels like home
Makes me feel aloneWhen the light ignites my chest
I’d know it’s all worth it
In the end...And my eyes, pools of rain
Are looking, to numb the painنہ پائ دنیا اور نہ پایا خدا
بس خود سے الجھتا رہا
Na Paayi Dunya Aur Na Paaya Khuda
Bas Khud Se Ulajhta Raha
Never reclaimed the world or discovered divinity
All I am is getting enmeshed within meچند لمھوں کی خوشیوں کی آس میں
سدیوں سے غم سہتا رہا
Chand Lamhon Ki Khushiyon Ki Aas Mein
Sadiyon Se Gham Sehta Raha
For the yearning of meagre desires
I endured aeons of acheجانے کیوں میری قسمت تھی مجھسے خفا
تھا میں تو نا آشنا
Jaane Kyun Meri Qismat Thi Mujhse Khafa
Tha Mein Tou Na-Aashna
Why was my fate bitter to me?
For I was oblivious to itمیرے رخ پے ہسی تھی اور دل میں گلہ
مقدر سے ہارا ہوا
Mere Rukh Pe Hassi Thi Aur Dil Mein Gila
Muqaddar Se Haara Hua
I masked my face with a smile but my heart knew of only torment;
Defeated by destinyمیری خاموشی میں تھی دفن میرے
گناہوں کی داستاں
Meri Khamoshi Mein Thi Dafan Mere
Gunaahon Ki Dastaan
My stillness buried the tales of my sinsنکلی پھر اس دل سے جو دعا مگر
مجھکو رب واقف کیا
Nikli Phir Iss Dilse Jo Dua Magar
Mujhko Rab Se Waaqif Kiya
But when the orison flowed from my heart
I recognized the essence of the creatorمیرے خدا ۔۔۔ مجھکو تو دے دے پناہ
Mere Khuda... Mujhko Tu Dede Panaah
My lord, give me a safe havenسن لے تو میری سدا ۔۔۔ بس اتنی سی التجا
Sun Le Tu Meri Sadaa... Bas Itni Si Iltijaa
Lend your ears to my prayers, it’s all I’m pleading forمیرے گناہ ۔۔۔ کر دے تو انکو فنا
Mere Gunaah... Karde Tu Inn Ko Fanaah
My sins... bring them to their demise
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